Days ago I pass through that memorable place. It took me back to time when you express how I am gonna be in future. "You will develope yourself and someday you will be in my position," you said, I didn't reply but gave you blank stare. How do you know it? What do you see in me that my eyes can't see? I am not saying am already at your level like back then, but it seems am on my way there. What would you say this time? What am I turn myself into? I wonder how your opinion would be, Tio.

Halo baby... How are you doing? I always have you as the one I adore the most. But, someday I will show you the other man who always make me feel secure, I ran into him whenever I feel sad. The greatest man I ever known. I bet you would love him as well like I do. We can call him bapak.

You have come into my dreams these days. Are you trying to tell me something, Sam?

I want to go to the tallest building. Walk to the top of it and look down. Let myself hear my own heartbeat banging so loud. When the time comes I step off the ground and force myself to fly. Let it swipes away the feelings. So help me wings take me away far from here.

On this special day I want to tell you I want to love you unconditionally in evry breath i take Because you are my special one dear Sam.

I miss those moments: When laugh is easy to get When meet up is easy to accomplish When touch is easy to do When am ok if my phone is not ringing When am ok if my text left unreply When am ok to have fun on my own Oh those times .