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"Dear boys, be the guy you would want your daughter to be with." .: unknown :. Me: the question is what if the boy doesn't want any kid? Her: let's the universe conspire to help us stay away from that kind of boy

stranded

Nowhere to go during mid-day. Didn't want to go to office either. Hit the gas and let my muscle drove me away. In the end stranded at Taman Suropati. Sat under the shade and enjoy others activities. Captured someting from my eyed level point of view.

special date

Just because I have some date special in my life,  that is why I want to make it memorable for every year. I don't need to respect someone else's will, but mine. Because I choose that date to be special. I use my unreasonable reason for that only one day in a year. No matter how much I love you, I love me most. Because that is my date.

self centered

Strong tittle, well at least for me. I considered myself as a self centered person before. Kinda erased it little by little. People said, to be more open will be good for mental health. It does.  I tried to put people first after me. But not sure if they knew about that, or they knew but pretend not to to know a thing. No matter how I convince myself to not to worry about that, at some point I want a feed back. I do want people to put me first before themself. Isn't it nice to be reminded by someone. My mom told me once to expect the unexpected. She was trying to say 'others can't help you much but yourself'. I think am a bit exhausted to give the best out of me for people. Wanna tell them how much, sometime, they fail me, but that is kinda rude. I just kept it inside without realising its destructive power. I am weak. Now, I choose to be more self centered. I dont care about others, because I need to take care of my own feeling. I have my own plans, dr

new member

Hallowww Sam, Good news, they are coming. Bet they will be a good friend of yours, just like their old fellow. Their names are Elvin and Birru. Would be great if we can hang out together soon. See you. Kisses.

long pause

Dear Sam, How are you doing out there? One thing you should know, we can't be side by side anytime soon. I need a very long pause before I can smell your scent. Don't get me wrong. I do want to be with you, but I don't thing I can handle one big changing in my life. Am not ready yet. There are many thing that I have to settle down before I can lay my body next to you. Sincerely, My feelings that grows bigger for you