Seorang teman mempertanyakan pilihan saya. Bukan, hal itu tidak ada kaitannya sama sekali dengan urusan pilpres. Ia mempertanyakan pilihan saya untuk menjalin hubungan dengan pasangan saat ini. Dibilangnya karena masa depan yag tidak pasti, mengapa saya mau menghabiskan waktu dengan pasangan yang penghidupannya saat ini masih labil. Berbeda dengan pria pujaanya yang memiliki penghidupan ,saat ini, yang layak. Hal yang sama diharapkan terjadi pada masa depan. Sebenarnya dia tidak membandingkan kantong pasangan siapa yang paling tebal, tetapi mempertanyakan ketidaksukaan saya pada pria-nya. Saya pun beralasan bahwa pujaannya itu berkelakuan buruk pada saya, kalaupun saya mendukung hubungan mereka lebih karena si teman terlihat bahagia berpasangan dengan pria itu. Saya agak merenung dan mengulang kembali ucapan teman, "penghidupan pria-mu tidak stabil, berbeda dengan pria saya yang pekerjaannya mapan". Apakah saya salah menentukan pilihan?  Saya termasuk p...

Days ago I pass through that memorable place. It took me back to time when you express how I am gonna be in future. "You will develope yourself and someday you will be in my position," you said, I didn't reply but gave you blank stare. How do you know it? What do you see in me that my eyes can't see? I am not saying am already at your level like back then, but it seems am on my way there. What would you say this time? What am I turn myself into? I wonder how your opinion would be, Tio.

I miss those moments: When laugh is easy to get When meet up is easy to accomplish When touch is easy to do When am ok if my phone is not ringing When am ok if my text left unreply When am ok to have fun on my own Oh those times .

You hardly could accept it. What do you think I would do, Frida?

cristina "I don't know what I want, but I know what I don't want" efi "I am with you Crist"

Remember the time when we walked that night singing "Help, I need somebody not just anybody"? That was beautifull. But, I don't think you would care to remember.

In one moment I thought I can see the light, but then he came to blow it off.

some say 'home, where the heart is'. What I found today: Colonies of cicak and cockroaches. The empty desk Left over of the last sip of yerba mate The half-botled vodka Pair of helmets Two pairs of stinky old shoes The unsent seeds Messy bed and strangely really spacious Papers full of bahasa Indonesia learning The empty drawers Adele and Bob Dylan keep playing 'Make You Feel My Love' The 'Catch Me If You Can' book --- Unfortunately I couldn't find my heart.  I can't call it home anymore.

I think I am pretty sure what I feel

A gentle touch lied on my shoulder. "Don't be so annoying and just deal with it," she said. I haven't told her everything. Just some hunches sliped out of my mouth. She never knew my deepest thought. Lemme tell you now.  I don't feel good when I can't talk about my thought. I wont annoy anyone if only people listen to me. There are evidences, I believe my feeling is correct about that, but you let me down by saying "you are totally wrong!" I know how you would react over something. The question comes out when there is something similar happened to you and you reacted differently. It seems like you are  enjoying it and at the same time protecting someone, unfortunately it is not me.  Please answer this, how can I deal it myself when I want you to help me to deal it. I am sick with that kind of ignorance, I have had it much. 

I envy people courage when they say "until our path cross again!" Seriously, to me that's too much. In one side that is a nice gesture, means people like your accompany and really wish to have another one with you anywhere anytime in the future. For me those wors kinda burden and make me think about possibilities. When? How? Where? I believe, if people are meant to be they will encounter once again no matter how far they separate before. Or in some cases, either one or both parties make effort to see each other. But still it is too fancy given all the limit I have. I would love, supported many factors, to say "You know what? I booked the flight to your place. See you soon!" or "Look, I have a good time with you now, and I will live in your neighbourhood so we can continue our good time. What you think?" As I would freak out to be questioned, that's why I won't ask such question. What the hell! Would lie to myself if I swallowed...

Tell me not too emotional. After I watched those worried to be on time, once you were with the special I got no question 'are you safe and sound?' Not even a drop of word.

"Dear boys, be the guy you would want your daughter to be with." .: unknown :. Me: the question is what if the boy doesn't want any kid? Her: let's the universe conspire to help us stay away from that kind of boy

In someway that little cute adorable girl will remind me of him, especially 4 days after her birthday. So I told her mom "I just found out that days after she was born I met him,". One event that colored up your life, right?, she asked me. I couldn't agree more. I love life for its bad and good. It is marvelous in every way. I (try not to) regret for everything that happened in my life. THANK YOU FOR EVERYONE YOU HELPED ME TO COMPLETE MY COLORFUL PUZZLE OF MY LIFE

'He said: "I’m looking for a boyfriend, not a father with a family." And I said to him: "You’ve found a grown-up, full-fledged man." .: Martin to Gonzalez :. My favorite gay

Soursop+milk+yoghurt Homemade teh tarik Homemade yoghurt It wouldn't be too much if those stuffs above remind me of you. Te echo de menos, Papi.

'This is my way!' One strong words that blew the sparks away.

You can't expect me to be fine, I don't expect you to care

You were a break before the rest of my life. And I was the adventure before your trip. .: Daniela - En La Cama :.

Me: It's been three months. I havent heard anything from you. Do you know one single "Hi" will make me happy? *HOURS LATER* Him: tienes toda la razon. Hola! Me: *fainted* Are you realy m Guido?