I have no idea, why do I want to go to this building, Rasuna Epicentrum. Actually, I dont really like the shape of any building, those never amazed me, but the outside views are attract me the most.  I was thinking one day, what it feels like to be on top and looking down? How does it feels to know that we are higher than anybody? I don't have a really good job which can support me to rent an apartment to get those kind of feelings. so, I prefer to go inside the skycrappers and look down and let me feel what is it like to be on high. I pretty much don't like it. I feel like a giant who wants to conquer land surround me in order to make another tall building to strengthen my power. I dont like the feeling at all.  This building, Rasuna Epicentrum, freaks me out. not because its creepy looks, but because its name. Epicentrum? it is like reflects the owner will, wants to be the center of anything. here are some of pics I taken while I was on the 42nd ...

  it is all about time for the green turns out to be blue

"life is dull. life is full of pain. maybe this is a chance for something special." .: Juan Antonio Gonzalo :. Friends are one place I run into when the pressures come. What a bliss I had a chance to spend a day with friends. It wasnt a luxury getaway, yet perfect. we didnt drive our car, since we dont have one. we didnt hang out in a superb cafe. we didnt dine in a fancy resto. but, the talk is the best salsa. and, the simple talk always took my feet back on the ground.  

  yes people you may laugh at me because I have just put my feet in Bali when I am already 25. they talked about this island this and that, I noded when they said it is beautiful. What do you want me to react? I never been there before. so the time came. I got my self to more famous province than its country. It was a very short time, 2 days only. Stayed in a hotels complex, Nusa Dua. Unfortunately the hotels I stayed in doesnt have its own beach. So, I had to drag myself about 500 meters to install myself laying on the sand under the sun.  There I was, enjoying one of the well known beach in Bali. sea, sun, sand are great!

saya suka dengan kenyataan betapa "tricky"-nya setiap kata dalam bahasa yang kita gunakan sehari-hari. seakan-akan dengan pilihan kata yang kita pakai dapat mendeskripsikan pribadi diri dan latar belakang kita. hal itu, baru kejadi beberapa waktu lalu.  seorang teman saya nonmuslim--janji deh ini tidak akan rasis--tumbuh dan besar di daerah asalnya yang kebetulan daerah nonmuslim. dia pintar, menurut saya dan tidak ada yang meragukan hal itu. tetapi, seperti yang diakui oleh dirinya kalau dia agak sulit berbahasa Indonesia. dia lebih jago bahasa asing, bahasa daerah asalnya dan bahasa inggris. selain agak sulit mencari padanan kata dalam bahasa indonesia, teman saya ini terkadang tidak mengerti arti "kedua" dari sebuah kata. suatu hari, dua teman saya yang muslim bercakap-cakap. muslim 1 : eh,,waktunya solat, nih. mbak lagi solat enggak? muslim 2 : iya solat. bareng yah. (bagi yang muslim dan sering bergaul dengan muslim pasti langsung mengerti maksud peti...

.: silent :. "Spanish kiss is way more better than French kiss!", she told me "Eh?! What?" me *eye popping* "Trust me!"  "What do you expect? I never had any kind of those in life, how do I know which one is better?" "I am just telling." .: silent :. 

all I want is a BRAND NEW white shoes and brown stripey.   and this is how I got my "dream" shoes DIRT ON MY SHOES! *sigh