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huge crush

Have I told you lately I found out myself have a huge crush on someone.
Kinda ashame to say but hell who cares!!

All my fellow friends know I have a huge feeling for a brits actor. He is hot I may say. Ginger hair, soft and kissable lips (I guess so) and desperate yet lovely face. Been following his career since he was 11 yo and spent years saw him grow. Since the first time I laid my eyes on him I know he stole my heart right away. He is just a "sidekick" but still could grab the attention once a while.

Once I had a dream. He was in it. I met him by a coincidence in London's tube. My oh my, I asked him to rub my belly as I was pregnant (not his unfortunately :p). So, in my culture believes if a pregnant belly is rubed by a goodlooking person there is hope the baby will be born good looking as well. Hahahaha...

Couple nights ago I met him once again in my sleep. Again, it was set in London's tube. He was on the phone. I tried to make a contact by waving my hand but to no avail. He walked towards me but change directions few steps away from me. Oh lalala... I tried to follow him but unfortunately I missed him. My big belly slowed me down (just wondering wether was it the same pregnancy just like the one in first dream).

I woke up with one big smile and couldnt believe how happy I was that morning and just then I realize he never been off my table. Wish to see you soon Rupe!

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