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A gentle touch lied on my shoulder. "Don't be so annoying and just deal with it," she said.

I haven't told her everything. Just some hunches sliped out of my mouth. She never knew my deepest thought.

Lemme tell you now. I don't feel good when I can't talk about my thought. I wont annoy anyone if only people listen to me. There are evidences, I believe my feeling is correct about that, but you let me down by saying "you are totally wrong!"

I know how you would react over something. The question comes out when there is something similar happened to you and you reacted differently. It seems like you are  enjoying it and at the same time protecting someone, unfortunately it is not me. 

Please answer this, how can I deal it myself when I want you to help me to deal it. I am sick with that kind of ignorance, I have had it much. 

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