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fail flirt #1

well,, I kinda a person who is not easily like someone. actually, I try my best to avoid if there is a slightest chance to get involve in a thing so-called love. people say I am a straight, cold heart person and insencitive. maybe they are true, sometime, I become an expert to hide what the heart feels. I just don't know why my cheeks are not easily turn red when someone whom I like flirt at me.

I read some articles from various magz or over websites about how to flirt at someone. there is one tips I remember the most, "tell him/her what a beautifull eyes he/she has". everyone would fall for that. then, I thought that maybe if there is someone who tells me how beautifull my eyes are, I would flattered to the max.

nah,,that shoot won't do. 
why?
lemme give you the scene that I had couple times ago.

we were in his neat room, were sitting side by side on his bed. he was busy with his works and I was enjoying the TV. the ambience was nice. then, he finished all assignment he had. turn off the laptop. and, I could feel that he stared at me. but, what did I do? keep watching. 

He put one of his hand to my head, stroke my hair. my mind said, "it is the moment. be a little relax and follow his lead!". I nod, agreed with my mind. slowly I moved my head. and,,,tadaaaa,,,there he was, smiling. I smiled back.

He exhaled, I don't know why he did that, and keep staring at me. he looked in to my eyes. my heart banging. "this is it, this the moment, relax and enjoy," my mind said it over and over. I agreed eventhough I dont have a single clue about what kind of moment that is about to come.

him: (smiling) I love the color of your eyes, very beautifull.
me: (nervous smile) ummm,,,no, they are not. I am wearing lenses. this isnt my real colour, it is fake.
him: (exhaling) Ooo,,,Ok. (looking for his cigarette, lit it up and turn on his laptop)
me: (freeze)

I just failed his flirt. and, a moment later I realized how stupid I was ruining the moment. It was suppose lead to something nice. Yeah,,,maybe it is true, I am a cold-hearted and incensitive person.
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Location: Jakarta Capital Region, Indonesia

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