the first one

I read a really touch piece of my friend. She wrote about how she choose to stay with her family during Ramadhan. Sometime it is not easy for her to spend hours just be at home and share her existence with family. Work and other social life consumed most of her time. 

Once she stated she will be at home to spare sometime, parents asked her over and over to make it very clear that she really is gonna stay at hone.

Her decent house felt different once her mom knew all kids will be at home. She put more effort in cooking. All delicious dishes were served for the sake of the togetherness. It wasn't fancy, she said, yet very warm indeed. Because she felt being loved and saved to be surrounded with her love ones.

Reading it made me realize how I already made a really good decision yesterday. Yet, sometime I can't stand the drama in the house, it is always amazing when we are all in a good mood.

Family comes first. It doesn't mean that I sacrifice everything for them, because it would never be like that. They are the home that I always want to be a part of it. No matter what. Some people might say, that thought proof us that we always expect for the worse. For me, I never think that way. I just don't want to loose them. Tho I really want to be by the beach lay down under the sun during holiday, I put that will as my number two of my priority list.