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Oh well,, the number change. Bye to the 20's welcome to the 30's. Got nothing to expect in life just for being happy, cos that what is matter the most.

I am feeling gratefull for the things I've done and for the upcoming plans that I'm curently making it come true. I stand my ground even more firmly about not to let people bring sadness and negativities in my life. 

Life taught me, what it takes to understand which people to keep and to ditch out of my life. Decision has been made, I've shuted down energy consuming relationship and I am embracing for cutting off another relationship. What a way to start my 30's. To be honest I dont give a damn with those people who act like Dementor, sucking up people happiness.

Here is the thing, Indonesian has a serious problem for being such a jerk and not happy with other people's life decission. It happened to me and the most anoying thing the culprit of the nasty comments are my extended family. Those people always made bad comment about every decision in my family. Never happy when others are happy.

I barely have any communication with them since I dont want to be in contact with them. Well, I took the decision in order to achieve a peacefull life of not listening any of their comments. Untill one event that shoke my heart really bad and it is unforgiven things they did. I have the urge to blow their head so world will be in peace again since it lived by sanse human.

I am sorry not sorry for letting them go tho'. Well, they never fed me nor given any lessons in life. So what are they for in my life, rite?

Read a meme somewhere about how people in their 30's slowly getting rid of their people in life and just in touch with people that matter the most. I think that meme is somewhat true and that exactly what I am doing right now.

No, it is not a bad start of my new age, indeed it is a best decision after all.
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  1. setoplesceritaJuly 13, 2016 at 5:51 PM

    Haiii welkom 30's club.... Hows life??? Seru bangetsiiii :*

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    1. UnknownNovember 17, 2016 at 5:13 AM

      oh ya ampun niak baru mampir blog ini lagi. hihi

      maacih ya

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